I was in double minds to spell out the incidents, but decided I should and I will as much as possible. These are not to motivate readers into spirituality or into certain Godmen. Certain details/incidents have been avoided as they are supposed to be “Godly secrets”
The first act was in way 1990 when I came across Sivaganga Siddhar, as said earlier I was introduced to him by my father and when I was in my first year of college I had a major problem and so went to meet him in his hometown in Sivaganga. We had our lunch and I was asked to meet him at around 3 PM. I was talking to him and suddenly right in front of me he gave one idol (names withheld) made of bronze and one made of Spadigam and told me that God is with me and that everything will melt since these wade away the evil especially the Spadigam which is supposed to extremely rare even for a Siddhar like him. One day when I was going with my friend I had taken the Spadigam idol with me and suddenly realised that I was missing it I felt very tensed, anxious and came to know couple of years later that the idol had life in it!!! This was the least of the miracles or acts of spirituality which I have come across, for those who are not able to accept this as rational or feel something was wrong, I request you to kindly not proceed further as the further ones are extremely unbelievable.
It was also the time my brother was in Singapore, he came down and gave me Vibudhi as white as snow and as small as a drop. He said that it had come out of his hands when he was praying to Krsna (I was and am still a staunch lover of him) and asked me to apply it on my forehead. This coming from my brother was shocking. Another one act of his was on my birthday. My family were together and when I was getting the wishes suddenly his voice changed to that of Kodi Siddhar and his eyes were as piercing as His and I had the blessing that He is always with me.
It was the time I was introduced to Kodi Siddhar by his disciple. I was given a Rs.5 note saying that this was with Him for ages and now the time has come for me to get it, along with that came a Chakra which was supposed to be of the highest order. One day I had gone to visit Him and it was the day Babri Masjid was demolished. I was bending to get his blessings and suddenly all of sudden he lost his patience and started shouting very angrily. I was shaking and trembling and people nearby said that I had hurt Him and hence He was cursing me. They requested me to get His forgiveness (only later I came to know He had the vision of the demolition and its consequences happening) and when I did all I found was a big smile on his face and he gave me a chocolate in his usual way (he always gives Prashadam to his people after putting things in His mouth) only this time with His saliva. Came to realize later that no Siddhar gives His saliva and doing so He is giving a part of Him to that person. When He attained Samadhi I had gone to the place. Previously one of my friend had stated that He had asked him to lie on His bed and after that he also started getting Siddhi powers. So when I went there I too wanted to lie on His bed now that He was no more. As I was thinking about an old man came out of the building. He asked me to sit with him and asked me what I was doing and why should a medical student believe in all this and visit the Siddhar and was questioning me in a way I was not sure how to answer. Finally he asked me what I had come for and I told him that I wanted to meet him and if possible see the bed which was supposed to have magical powers, the watchman smiled and said Thatha is there in His samadhi and not here and asked me to give him some money for tea which I obliged partly. I prayed at the samadhi and was looking for the old man but COULD NOT LOCATE HIM AND ON INQUIRING CAME TO KNOW THERE WAS NO OLD MAN IN THE PLACE AND THE ONLY ONE WAS LYING IN SAMADHI. I started trembling and realized after people told me I HAD MET KODI THATHA HIMSELF!!! How do we explain this phenomenon. I was an intelligent person with rational thinking and something which happened in front of my eyes!!! I still cannot explain in words my feeling on that day and to this day send chill down my spine even as I write this.
My next brush with one such phenomenon was when I had gone to visit Yogi Ram Surat Kumar. I had gone to visit Him after going round the mountain. On that day there was a huge crowd and I was not sure whether I will be able to meet him and just prayed closing my eyes. All of a sudden I perceived a strong smell of Roses with Sandalwood and thought He had come. When I opened my eyes I found He was still there but the smell was strong. I looked around to make sure no one else was having a rose and even asked my father whether he smelled anything and he answered in the negative. I believe He had come and blessed me and my father later informed me that these blessings are of the Highest order.
After this I had many a vision of saints telling me something but the one mistake I DID SO FAR WAS NOT TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF and paid a price for the same. I used to have pleasant smells of rose, lavender and what not and was informed that this means there is a NOBLE SOUL nearby.
It was at this time my father came across the Nadi Jyoshiar of Thitumoolar and I believe my life took a bad turn after this. Initially the predictions were down to the core, all that was stated came true and looking back I believe things which I refused to follow have helped me, but unfortunately I believed and paid a huge price not once but twice…
I had blogged about this earlier and will skip to the miracle part alone.
Once when I visited the temple situated near Chidambaram I was sitting in front of the statue of Thirumoolar and suddenly found it to OPEN ITS EYES AND SMILE, I was shaken and thought it was my imagination but as if to prove me wrong another person entered the room and all of a sudden the STATUE BECAME A STATUE AGAIN!!! During the same trip there was a saint in Chidambaram temple, people visiting there can still find him with one hand, he met me and asked me to come in front of the Chitragupta and put his hands and I felt like a strong force getting into me, later I read the Autobiography of a Saint and found what that was.
I also have had few incidents with Sri Satya Baba. I was never a believer of Him. Once had gone with my in laws who were staunch devotees and had visions and experiences which I would not be able to write down. Even after my disease I had gone and believe it or not was made to be seated on the stage right behind HIM. All were surprised. Even during that time I had lots of visions and messages and when I wanted proof He said I will have it once I return back to Bangalore. Down here He said that when my wife goes to the Bhajans a flower will fall which will surprise everyone. Sure enough a flower fell and that too as if someone plucked and threw it!!! Another incident was I had gone to one of His devotees place and had messages which only they knew and secrets which very handful of His followers are aware. He also asked me to bring Him Laddu and said something unexplainable will happen. Sure enough we kept it in front of His idol and were talking, after 5 minutes saw that the laddus were broken as if someone has tasted them!!!!
Having experienced all these how am I not to believe in spirituality???? and hope this answers why I followed my GodMen. o have explained only about 25% u can imagine the amount of experience I would have had which unfortunately I cannot jot down…
One thing was for sure so far about 5-6 saints/many a astrologer have said that I am born with a Divine purpose and that I will be greater than the greats (exact words used)… I was also informed as to who I was in my previous births and the purpose of my life. Though I have faced hurdles they have always made me more well known and have taken me up the ladder, probably as they say Noble souls are with me after all…
As said earlier I have avoided certain incidents/visions since they are to be secrets and will remain the same…
- Kumaresh Krishnamoorthy
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